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Joan d’Arc 

Ode to Jack


I can’t look out your ghost,
  pulling your long hot burden nowhere
wedding your tears to the stream
long dream
   of an impossible task
too much to ask
     to dharma your soft so hard
     to meaning your Gerard
One fast move or you’re gone,
 pulling your long hot burden nowhere

I can’t look out your ghost,
 to see the skid row sod you tried to become
  Bum!
He was a bum, the Lowell bookshopkeep said,
   “man’s man, momma’s boy”
One fast move or you’re gone,
 never again to belong
     Gone—the way of the railroad earth
a phantasm from the cookie dough factory,
 pulling your long hot burden nowhere

I can’t look out your ghost,
 to find one sap belongs
   in the chain gang of god-given wrongs
Oh—godman atop an Underwood,
    Go—the way of the railroad earth
 add your tears to the stream
By its burbling it shall speak
   a phantasm clear:
   Go—
 pull your long hot burden nowhere

I can’t look out your ghost,
 couch hobo hitchhiker
   fish out of water fishing
the Pisces sees
 the cause of suffering is birth, Maw
—the first law
of deadbeat Buddha despair
   Go—Your way or the Highway,
 Rise—your Virgo Moonward,
 trailing your bebop starship skywhere








The sound the sky makes


“Freddy? do you hear that noise in the sky?”
   “Yes.”
“That’s the sound the sky makes when it’s happy.”
      “That’s an airplane.”
Eyes searched the sky.  No airplane.
The corner Maple said “who-her, who-her, who-her-who?”
The mystery answered “her-do, her-do, her-her-do.”
   “Twitit, witit, bitip-bitip?”
A teenie tweep answered, “bweep bweep.”
“Freddy?
“Why do birds ask so many questions?”
“Who-her, who-her, who-her-who?”
“Why do you ask so many questions?”
“Bitip, bitip, who-her-who?”
A fluffy bee in yellow & black striped fur
   balanced his fatness on a dandelion
   a baby woke from a dream cryin’
“Freddy?
Why does he wear a fur coat in the summer?”
“Aaaa, waaaa,” on the baby’s face the strife
   of the loud roar of life.
“Bwaaaaa, haaaaa” she bawled awake
   the sky’s bellyache.
A green caterpillar tilted its leafy lunch cart
A pale yellow butterfly flapped
    its thunderous silent wings
and in China something stole
   down a dirt hole. . .
   a neverending nightcrawler lurched
into the neverending crawling night
   long with sleeper cars
   rumbling like a train to Mars.
Mother bird under luscious load strained
and nearby grubs larvae just attained
    strange metamorphosizes while
 other eyezez
    charged single file
    up the green stalk of bean.
“Freddy? Do worms taste like baloney sandwiches?”
“Don’t know.”
“What if you put mustard on em?”
“Er-doo, er-doo, er doo-doo,” said the sky.
“Twitit, twiditit, twiditit,” said another corner of the sky.
   biddle blinkeley? said bamboo chimes on the wind
   to the lonely twitter of a bird babysitter
And the call of Mum, lunch time!







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