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Stephen Morse
"Dream Horse"
                         after Neruda

Unnecessarily, I look at myself in the mirror
with my love of words, stories, movies,
yanking from my heart, the captain of hell,
I make infinitely sad sentences.

I drift from one point to another, absorbing illusions
talking with the seamsters in their nests:
then, for a moment, with frigid and fatal voices
they sing and cast evil spells.

There's a large place in the sky
with magic carpets of rainbows
and holy plants:
I drag my self forward, not without a certain fatigue
stumbling on the earth taken from the graves of large paintings
I dream in the middle of these confused vegetables.

I pass between fruitless documents, between beginnings,
dressed like originality and choppiness:
I love the honeyed taste of respect,
the sweet prayers under the leaves
of drowsing violets grown old
and their accomplices seeping:
Looking, without doubt, serious and certain.

I destroy the rose that whistles and the hawking anxiety:
I romp in the extremes of wishes, and worst of all
I undo the normal beat, without any measure
the taste that I have in my heart depresses me.

What a day this is that has arrived---the milky light in the air
compact, in pieces, favoring me.
I hear its red horses whinny
naked without their bridles or bits.

Mounting, I ride over churches
gallop the empty barracks of war
pursued by an erumpent regiment
whose galloping bell body
swallows me.

I need the rekindling of that persistent spark---
the festival of the dead---to regain what was mine at birth




"stone love"

there have been no accidents by me
on her.  the hot fluid
i spilled in her crotch nor
the joint that singed her lips
one evening of a stone.

she was the first
there were no others
i knew what i was doing
the love i wanted
that i knew i was giving
because i had to.

we loved easy and
vanity turned to brightness
work turned to warmth
and between hate and death
there were no questions
we could not answer
with the smooth stones of a kiss.






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