RD Armstrong
|  | “Sad Sack”
The years are
Catching up with me
Even my casual
Friends are noticing
The eyes give it away
Mostly
Even when I look in the
Mirror
Those sad eyes
With the furrowed
Though slightly
Brow
There's no denying
That the weight
Of so many sad years
Is now present
And so obvious
To anyone
Who wants to see
Me as I really am
I have no
Apologies
I am sad
Eternally so
There is so much
Sadness in this
Life – so much
Pain and sorrow
It would be stupid
To lie and say
It means nothing
Or is no big deal
And even if I
Could lie
My face won't
Let me
| | “When a poet tastes death”
For Hugh Fox
It's inevitable
All things must die
A natural law
Death comes for us
To us and we
Know not when
It isn't glamorous
Death
That's for us to decide
It calms our fear to
Explain to ourselves
That death is not
The end or that
Death is glorious or
Something we will
Eventually overcome
But that's not what death is
Death is the end
Lights out
Good night and good luck
Now I see you
Now I don't
Simple
But before death
Intervenes
One has occasion to
Think about what it means
This cessation of 'me'
The young and not so young
Think they can't be stopped
Shaking their fists in
Defiance thinking this
Might halt death's daily progress
Perhaps this is why the young
Do the world's dirty work –
They have so much passion for life
Later on
When you settle down
You become preoccupied
With family and home
And all that comes from that
And death is a shadow
Barely glimpsed out of one eye
You could almost forget
About death except that it's all
Around us – day in and out
But once you've had a few close calls
And you know that death
Is sniffing around your door
Like a mongrel dog
Loose in the vacant lot
That is your life
You notice that death has invaded
Your senses
You cannot go out without
Smelling death in the air
Food begins to taste funny
As if death was an acrid spice
Sprinkled in with the garlic powder
Your fingers and toes seem numb
And there is an annoying
Buzzing in your ears
Something lurks just out of view
You begin to see "the end" in
Everything
Everyone
Once you taste death
There is no reprieve
No pardon
At best all you can do is
Sit back and take in the ride
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