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RD Armstrong
“Sad Sack”

 

The years are

Catching up with me

Even my casual

Friends are noticing

 

The eyes give it away

Mostly

Even when I look in the

Mirror

Those sad eyes

With the furrowed

Though slightly

Brow

There's no denying

That the weight

Of so many sad years

Is now present

And so obvious

To anyone

Who wants to see

Me as I really am

 

I have no

Apologies

I am sad

Eternally so

There is so much

Sadness in this

Life – so much

Pain and sorrow

It would be stupid

To lie and say

It means nothing

Or is no big deal

 

And even if I

Could lie

My face won't

Let me


“When a poet tastes death”

For Hugh Fox

 

It's inevitable

All things must die

A natural law

Death comes for us

To us and we

Know not when

It isn't glamorous

Death

That's for us to decide

It calms our fear to

Explain to ourselves

That death is not

The end or that

Death is glorious or

Something we will

Eventually overcome

 

But that's not what death is

Death is the end

Lights out

Good night and good luck

Now I see you

Now I don't

Simple

 

But before death

Intervenes

One has occasion to

Think about what it means

This cessation of 'me'

 

The young and not so young

Think they can't be stopped

Shaking their fists in

Defiance thinking this

Might halt death's daily progress

 

Perhaps this is why the young

Do the world's dirty work –

They have so much passion for life

 

Later on

When you settle down

You become preoccupied

With family and home

And all that comes from that

And death is a shadow

Barely glimpsed out of one eye

You could almost forget

About death except that it's all

Around us – day in and out

 

But once you've had a few close calls

And you know that death

Is sniffing around your door

Like a mongrel dog

Loose in the vacant lot

That is your life

You notice that death has invaded

Your senses

 

You cannot go out without

Smelling death in the air

Food begins to taste funny

As if death was an acrid spice

Sprinkled in with the garlic powder

Your fingers and toes seem numb

And there is an annoying

Buzzing in your ears

 

Something lurks just out of view

You begin to see "the end" in

Everything

Everyone

 

Once you taste death

There is no reprieve

No pardon

At best all you can do is

Sit back and take in the ride



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