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Michael Salcman
EMERGENCY  MEDITATION

 

Flat on my back on a cot in the hall,

the smell of our love-making fades

from my fingertips—it's 2 in the morning

as I wait for assistants

to open the head of my patient

like a persimmon, layer upon layer

until the killer clot and arterial bubble

deep in the brain

are caught in the light of my microscope.

Hope squeezed out from our love

rides in my veins like anesthetic gas,

floods me with forgetfulness,

lets me sleep precious moments

before I must chase the orphaning

of eight year old boys, the widowing

of young wives;

tonight I will share your anodyne

with those nearer death than I,

waiting after loving on a winter's eve.
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from the chapbook Stones In Our Pockets

(Parallel Press, University of Wisconsin-Madison, 2007)



THE COUNTRY OF GHOSTS
 
After sixty years I came back to the country of ghosts;
in sixty years I will still be a ghost.
 
In Poland we were poor and superstitious
like the Poles, in Germany arrogant and meticulous.
 
But in Prague and Bratislava our ghosts were set free
to play Mozart, read Freud, be Kafka—
 
even Einstein. Then the buildings and streets were set free
of us, even the Old New Synagogue is free.
 
Every alley and restaurant was scrubbed clean of us,
of the stink and the beauty of us.
 
But there's plenty of room for one more of us
free in the country of ghosts.
 
(from  Third Wednesday, Winter 2008)

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