| Brian Townsley |  | discoursing an inner melody
the blood tonight is a
juke joint at full holler with
the monk in the corner. He is robed
in solitude and diamond, prepared
clearly
for the ass/end of either
possibility. Simplify, simplify
he thinks and chases the tea
with bourbon. Descent
is easy, the tao is not, he muses
though the black zodiac hovering
like Braille from the infinite
louder by half than the jump-blues
craning its neck and shouting
a whispered suffering from the stage.
God is scattered about the syllables
like a child’s jacks strewn
across the bedroom too long unclean,
the conscience unguarded.
The tale is circular & perfect, the monk
gleans
like darkness like a butterfly loosed from a cocoon like coffee ice
cream like the breath of morning after the death of a dog.
The sentence ends here.
The skin hangs & tightens according
to the assemblage of care.
It is an unspendable thing, despite what the bar tab
relates, despite the orchestra of time that numbs
the listener. I will not be numbed,
the monk reasons, though
reasoning belongs to men of song & silence.
He likens himself the latter though he is talking
to himself now. The walls are oak &
resplendent in death.
The mind cannot hope to maintain the dry
grey of duskfall, what starburst
courses the heart. The monk observes the dancefloor
like the selected poems
of the tarantula interpreted on a Gretsch Electromatic Hollowbody
on fire. Each of us burning,
the simple truth there.
What we cannot hope to hold
in the time elapsed.
The teapot is empty like the bourbon
bottle beside it. Slow ripples
of sightless illumination. A view
from a grain of sand.
The melody has taken hold &
with it the declaration: I will not disappear,
this is really happening
despite the edicts of judgment & sunrise.
Despite the joker in the deck.
The monk crushes the clamshells about
the parking lot and the juke joint shakes
in volume for his return.
The bicycle
leans against the No Parking pole
like irony for the retarded. He feels
as much balancing upon the two
wheels for the ride home, leaving
everything that matters
for the arriving
of everything that matters.
| | while we kneel in revolution
the sun blackened like the heart
of sparrow feathers oilsoaked
& without the white collar
the habit
looks only sinister
like the executioners robes
like your blind spot
like judgment
& Buddha is still laughing
because chrisitanity gave him
a face, while the rain
calls him father & he collects
hearts like confetti like
rose petals strewn on the grave
of our democracy
while we kneel in revolution.
While we kneel in revolution
the clocks create time for
the bourgeouis to sic the carma dogs
on the protestors, you & your mother
the veteran with the plastic leg
& the birthday boy burning
in candles, the purple hearts numbed
in badinifinity while the poets
& priests stroke the truth raw
until fantasy shoots forth
from the minds eye like footprints
backwards over the scrolls of
the zero.
I am still hiding roses in the rain
& we kneel before the law
& we kneel before the law
& we kneel like Kafka
but the gate is for you alone
& Buddha is still laughing
I don’t blame him
while we kneel in revolution.
While we kneel in revolution
& snort the white noise provided
like so much innocence in dreams
like hot water music for the deaf
like car bombs blowing body parts
like strewn rose petals on the grave
of our conscience buried
in the oil fields beneath
the american flag. The fall for each
of us comes daily like judgment
like infomercials & popup ads
Fitzgerald said there were no second
acts in American life
but, oh, for second chances—
what would you do
to bring back that one moment,
the one before the clarity?
Buddha is still laughing while
we kneel in revolution waiting for those
in the luxury boxes to command
us rise while they wait
while we kneel in revolution.
While we kneel in revolution
the carma dogs descend
while we kneel in revolution
there are principles to stand on
staggering but standing
while we kneel in revolution
staggering the imagination
with what simply standing
could do.
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