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Brian Townsleydiscoursing an inner melody



the blood tonight is a

juke joint at full holler with

the monk in the corner.  He is robed

in solitude and diamond, prepared

clearly

for the ass/end of either

possibility.  Simplify, simplify

                                                he thinks and chases the tea

with bourbon.  Descent

is easy, the tao is not, he muses

though the black zodiac hovering

                                                      like Braille from the infinite

louder by half than the jump-blues

craning its neck and shouting

a whispered suffering from the stage.

God is scattered about the syllables

                                                        like a child’s jacks strewn

across the bedroom too long unclean,

the conscience unguarded.

The tale is circular & perfect, the monk

gleans

          like darkness like a butterfly loosed from a cocoon like coffee ice cream like the breath of morning after the death of a dog.

The sentence ends here.

 

The skin hangs & tightens according

to the assemblage of care.

                                         It is an unspendable thing, despite what the bar tab

relates, despite the orchestra of time that numbs

the listener.  I will not be numbed,

the monk reasons, though

                                         reasoning belongs to men of song & silence.

He likens himself the latter though he is talking

to himself now.  The walls are oak &

resplendent in death.

 

The mind cannot hope to maintain the dry

grey of duskfall, what starburst

courses the heart.  The monk observes the dancefloor

like the selected poems

                                    of the tarantula interpreted on a Gretsch Electromatic Hollowbody

on fire.  Each of us burning,

the simple truth there.

What we cannot hope to hold

                                                in the time elapsed.

The teapot is empty like the bourbon

bottle beside it.  Slow ripples

of sightless illumination.  A view

from a grain of sand.

 

The melody has taken hold &

with it the declaration: I will not disappear,

                                                                    this is really happening

despite the edicts of judgment & sunrise.

Despite the joker in the deck.

The monk crushes the clamshells about

   the parking lot and the juke joint shakes

in volume for his return.

  The bicycle

leans against the No Parking pole

like irony for the retarded.  He feels

as much balancing upon the two

wheels for the ride home, leaving

everything that matters

for the arriving

of everything that matters.








while we kneel in revolution



the sun blackened like the heart

of sparrow feathers oilsoaked

& without the white collar

the habit

looks only sinister

like the executioners robes

like your blind spot

like judgment

& Buddha is still laughing

because chrisitanity gave him

a face, while the rain

calls him father & he collects

hearts like confetti like

rose petals strewn on the grave

of our democracy

while we kneel in revolution.

 

While we kneel in revolution

the clocks create time for

the bourgeouis to sic the carma dogs

on the protestors, you & your mother

the veteran with the plastic leg

& the birthday boy burning

in candles, the purple hearts numbed

in badinifinity while the poets

& priests stroke the truth raw

until fantasy shoots forth

from the minds eye like footprints

backwards over the scrolls of

the zero.

I am still hiding roses in the rain

& we kneel before the law

& we kneel before the law

& we kneel like Kafka

but the gate is for you alone

& Buddha is still laughing

I don’t blame him

while we kneel in revolution.

 

While we kneel in revolution

& snort the white noise provided

like so much innocence in dreams

like hot water music for the deaf

like car bombs blowing body parts

like strewn rose petals on the grave

of our conscience buried

in the oil fields beneath

the american flag.  The fall for each

of us comes daily like judgment

like infomercials & popup ads

Fitzgerald said there were no second

acts in American life

but, oh, for second chances—

what would you do

to bring back that one moment,

the one before the clarity?

Buddha is still laughing while

we kneel in revolution waiting for those

in the luxury boxes to command

us rise while they wait

while we kneel in revolution.

 

While we kneel in revolution

the carma dogs descend

while we kneel in revolution

there are principles to stand on

staggering but standing

while we kneel in revolution

staggering the imagination

with what simply standing

could do.



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