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Mark Tursi
Undismantled Scaffolding

            -- After Bei Dao
 

The moon promises unknown dreams,

then cancels them, 

stealing its own 

umbras and penumbras,

stashing them in daylight. 

So, we invent our own 

mysteries like gossip

a miserly selfishness

repeated in forlorn silence,

pairs of collapse retreat

with the hazy silhouettes,

misty mirages. 

We leave the stadium,

our countries, our homes,

dented with psychedelics,

brains in knots.



Image and Magnet 

I.

Both contain “game,”

one trading a harder sound for a softer meaning

and the other, 

vice versa.

The grimm images stepmothering and

paranoiding through our fabled minds,

a magnet for violence, cannibalism and sex.

Hanseling and Greteling about

with candy in one hand

and a witch’s heart in the other.

Serum’d into our own knowing

An alchemy in a bed full of idiot and fangs

Red riding us about like nightmares and scary genitals.
 

II.

The body’s continuum was someone else’s idea.

It’s no wonder your lineage is last.

Why do we feel the world must be?

It’s just beginning, but I’m just as much as you are.  

Drop off the curtains; the beginners are in the refrigerator.

Don’t worry; the ingredients are on the label.

Yes, they were sacrificed, but, of course, they deny it. 

The year is once again, but don’t tell anyone.

A curse upon you and your vanishing points.

Could anyone really survive the end of love?

It’s a disaster to accumulate such an absence.

It’s another to hive about as if “for only”

or “being kept.”  

The waterflesh of ribbons.  

The driving as if the harvest

was some inevitable. 

The guests are hypnotized,

glued.

The stormy skies seem stormy.

The exhalations of some situation

incredulous or exasperated beyond

the balloony smiles and characters

of cartoonish impossibilities.  

Weren’t we outside

      the avid

      the greedy

      the thoughtful?

Those verb conjugations

outwit that blue grace, that crash, that

bed of sphinxes so cunningly

trapped in the hand of a precipitous

panda stuck in the green cheese

of another teardrop.  

She called it a shattered lamp.

She called it the hypodermic sunshine.

She called it the combustion of lunar distress.

She called it the browsing among zero.

She called it the time to acknowledge the reasons.

And there we are, an earthquake ripping through our imaginations.

Suddenly

here

the wide range. And, again, one must assume

the project is full of riddance.

Little minds, all mornings full of hue

caught at IT again.  

These are snatches of thoroughfare, howling songs,

arias, ears without pants, and numerous other vestiges

in the balance of power.

Wasn’t it your own vestiges covering up for you?

Wasn’t it the rookie placing his furtive glow among the furtive, but, yeah, who thinks ahead about how to firt or flirt or lead the horses to their stalls?  
 

Waiting for inspiration is like watching a tree grow.

One parenthetical slowness follows another.

The wind whispering through the same tree

becomes one more useless prayer blowing nowhere.





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