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Seth Elkins
MATCHBOOK

     rest is a fire
                its been
                screaming
                from the underside of my bed
                for years
      crying for a pillow
                and a book
                of matches
            
      something to
               accelerate decomposition
                   with all the comforts of home,
     seamed to my ear with a ten year binged breath
and the skeletal remains
          of a four legged journal and a john carpenter sight
                                                    (i can see                       
                                                     in(to) the mouth of madness)
all the wants and hungers
             cut out of plastic forks and
             paper plates
                           snowflakes
             hanging from coat hanger nightingale songs
             about death
             and the long,
                         long nap in the gutter after bar
soaking in a halo of tears
               cast down
                            (but not for a lack of want) and
               glittering on the faces of black
               and blued angels
               and their accurately fore(casted) wings
                                                     (a daffodil in one hand)
     (a machete in the other)
every bottle down is (n't it) another reason to stay (?)
                    in this
                    slurred speech wink at the leftovers down the hall
 
                     (the slight of hand
                                    must have been worth the)
              (wait)
we(')ll see if i care...
you kinow,
                           (shhhh)
i bet it's a toss up
                           (gasp!)
store-bought and lost rotations of teeth and factory line fingers
the things (we) left (un)said
have flooded this place with
spilled milk and
a strong affliction for dollar pints
a sore cheek and
a headache
                      that never got around to aching until
                      it was looking for the time to start over
                                             on television
                                             in the city
                                             in full color
                                                              but only as much as your eyes
                                                              squeaking around in their sockets
                just
                looking for a place to rest,
                the parts we can't sleep through
                                     anymore
there is nothing better to say
                  to the words we depart
                  than to forget the walking dead
                                   all they need is a pillow
                                   a book of matches
                                   and some ground cover(ed)
                                                     in the quilts we
                                                     never got around
                                                     to making something warmer out of
                                   just a place
                                   to shiver






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