Hugh Fox		SATORI Enlarged prostate, PSA test, cancer,Lupron shots, a heart attack and I find an internet file that says Lupron causes blood- coagulation, “So what did you used to do in the past?” I ask my urologist, “Well, castration always worked. Androgyn is the enemy,” I get castrated in his office that afternoon, no more androgyn, at first the idea of total sexlessness horrible, Mr. Wildman Me, then my postmenopausal Brazilian wife and I become best-friend pals, forget our jungle ape-selves and turn into landscapists, musicholics, film- and play-buffs, pass the Cabernet Sauvignon, how about a trip to Curitiba,a visit to Carpinteria Eden on the California coast....how about....? The peace descends. Sun, a little breeze, a walk over the hills, ca sufit.		FALL Everyone’s personal holocaust, “What do you mean?” she asks as we walk over cold rain cemetery hills looking for Hugh Fox Senior, Helen M. Fox, Joey and Mable, Halloween all ear surrounded by the ghosts of our genes. LEAVING Leaving Little Emily balletlegs-turned- prosecutor-savior and monster-smiler Walla Walla Charlie Not-So-Sure-Oldster, Lynn word-gamer Victoria B.C., Leaving Carpinteria and Santa Monica, Mochica territory in the north of Peru, Yopi Acapulco territory, getting Rest in Peace tickets to what's the noseless, eyeless, breathless, brainless difference?