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Love is Quite Splendid, Dody


She's junked out again on sodium rich cheese snacks,

cheap cola emboldened with cheap vodka, menthol

cigarettes and strawberry vanilla flavored maximum

strength cold and flu cough syrup. Look at the

pitiful debris…broken Motown records, mangled

mix tapes, photographs ripped to shreds, beheaded

PEZ dispensers, slices of Garden Fanatic's pizza

super glued to the walls. Looks like Colton is not

returning Dody's calls.


But I will tell Dody if she asks:

Love is quite, splendid, Dody if you take yourself

out of the equation. Forget yourself for a moment.

I know it isn't easy. Wherever you go, there you are.

You're clumsy and in the way of your own peace

of mind. It can make a cuckoo robot out of a perfectly

adroit and balanced human being. Don't think of

the roses not sent, the diamonds not worn, the bad

cunnilingus and the nights staring at walls hoping

they'll melt and you'll find yourself in a whole

new pixie dusted world of shared ecstasy and talking

dandelions.


Look at the couples painted in rich oils, dancing for

all eternity or until the storage unit burns down

a most exquisite passionate graceful waltz.

Their faces are flushed yet composed.

You can almost hear the cellos and the galloping

of their moonbit hearts.

Something went right for them and someone who

was glad painted it.

Then there is the carousel to consider.

You cannot sit and watch a carousel, any carousel,

for any length of time without shedding at least

three tears. The gaily painted animals decorated

with sugar high children go around and around.

Nothing stops the carousel.

Love is not specific.

Love goes and goes and goes.

It is an odor you inhale daily even if you don't want to.

It's an itch you can scratch until bloody.

There is no satisfaction. There is no stopping.

Dody, I am so sorry to report but you must know…

there really is

no end

in sight.













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