Misti Rainwater-Lites
|  | Love is Quite Splendid, Dody
She's junked out again on sodium rich
cheese snacks,
cheap cola emboldened with cheap vodka,
menthol
cigarettes and strawberry vanilla
flavored maximum
strength cold and flu cough syrup. Look
at the
pitiful debris…broken Motown records,
mangled
mix tapes, photographs ripped to
shreds, beheaded
PEZ dispensers, slices of Garden
Fanatic's pizza
super glued to the walls. Looks like
Colton is not
returning Dody's calls.
But I will tell Dody if she asks:
Love is quite, splendid, Dody if you
take yourself
out of the equation. Forget yourself
for a moment.
I know it isn't easy. Wherever you go,
there you are.
You're clumsy and in the way of your
own peace
of mind. It can make a cuckoo robot out
of a perfectly
adroit and balanced human being. Don't
think of
the roses not sent, the diamonds not
worn, the bad
cunnilingus and the nights staring at
walls hoping
they'll melt and you'll find yourself
in a whole
new pixie dusted world of shared
ecstasy and talking
dandelions.
Look at the couples painted in rich
oils, dancing for
all eternity or until the storage unit
burns down
a most exquisite passionate graceful
waltz.
Their faces are flushed yet composed.
You can almost hear the cellos and the
galloping
of their moonbit hearts.
Something went right for them and
someone who
was glad painted it.
Then there is the carousel to consider.
You cannot sit and watch a carousel,
any carousel,
for any length of time without shedding
at least
three tears. The gaily painted animals
decorated
with sugar high children go around and
around.
Nothing stops the carousel.
Love is not specific.
Love goes and goes and goes.
It is an odor you inhale daily even if
you don't want to.
It's an itch you can scratch until
bloody.
There is no satisfaction. There is no
stopping.
Dody, I am so sorry to report but you
must know…
there really is
no end
in sight.
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