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Dan Raphael
Can I help you cross the river?



flying a starless night shirt, a single errant thread, through my brain-sky:

nine concentric lobes, pots that wont separate,

metal becoming skin

im so excited you follow

the promise of cloned bison

as each vertebra sprouts legs

abandoned asphalt bringing rain from inside itself

each tree a prayer

i'll keep dialing new numbers til someone answers

house full of weather

floor so shiny i fell through

the ocean doesn't want me today

with each jump i create a step to jump higher from

an island surrounded by sleeping people

ohios been removed from everyones memory

odorless burning

if every seat in this plane was a candle i'd get my wish

using chocolate to fill teeth

claws for walking, wings for deception

so much plastic flying south i thought i could read the sun

but my eyes were rebooting from a demitasse of sudden electricity

when the salmon spawned in the cities bulging with 20 story aquaria

dont go home dont change color

blood is my teacher

pulsing holistic destiny

what doesn't shatter you makes you transparent

if we were all the same temperature we couldn't breathe

open the walls & paint the doors

when my hands are immobilized i m mute

the houses growth spurt surprised the furniture

ginger without carbonation is tyranny

the mosquito thought i was one of the trade towers

vote for the prettiest

a marching band with meat instead of instruments

i fell from my dream into bed

ladders of smoke

my left arm is drought stricken

denim sky unbleached clouds

slice cars not bread

a bathtub of liquid lawn

each hand holds an ounce of hundred proof

civilization in remission
I dont know what to wear til I'm outside



morning wants pants, crisp & natural

stems bristling w/ sheen & wheels

keeping me in motion, fed and watered, groomed by the wind—

you never know when the sun will come calling, when the turf will stretch & roll-over,

when everything ive wanted to say will leak into everyone elses curiosity

& spread like a wind joining the desert to the sea

here in the mountains between the vertebrae of accumulated industry & information

wanderers in brown & green breathe gifts dripping from limbs too high & dense for us to attribute.

looking around without turning, rechoreogaphing my deparure from hibernating skin—

the mountains on my back, arroyos where tribes talked of integrating

i smell like the restaurants surrounding the theaters surrounded by parking lots

where dogs, horses and eagles rewrite the maps over tea & homegrown.

you cant take a step without acknowledging growth

between the trees, between collapsed webs of yesterdays rain

i hover inches above berries & seed heads,

treating the prevailing wind like diluted rush hour

commuting our sentences, broadcasting an infinite menu of digits & delights,

more will grow--next week or next year

for a second i see the moon inside the sun, the stars disguised as clouds.

i see myself in various brush & bristle, the nut becomes a squirrels nest,

the nest a gathering place, an accumulation of evidence—

im too rich & diffuse to yearn for dozens of tendrils at each of my ends.

i yearn for dozens of tendrils diffusing each of my ends

the fallen logs & generations of moss & lichen crafting millennia of winds,

winds of fire & substance.

i cant think of anything completely dry, nowhere the wind hasnt been,

everything the sun rolls through like a herd of multicultural buffalo

momentarily reflected in the windows where corn used to grow

where rain went right to the thirst, without the friction of roofs,

the indifference of asphalt, the incoherent lungings of cars

as if the rain wasn't a solid skin trying to teach us its alphabet


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