A.D. Winans
|  | POEM FOR ALL THE KIDS WHO COULDN'T GET
ENOUGH OF BUKOWSKI
These kids
could never
Get enough of
him
Not in books or
magazines
Or on rare
occasions in person
They wrote
poems for
And about him
They bemoaned
the fact that
He hadn't been
accepted
By the
Academics
As if this were
somehow a liability
They flailed
away
At the
establishment
Supposedly on
his behalf
But I suspect
that
Getting their
names in print
Had more than a
little
To do with it.
A few chastised
him for
Not using
semicolons
But were quick
to forgive him
Because he was
a genius
And a genius
can do
Whatever he
wants to do
To his credit
When fame
discovered him
He quit writing
hate poems
To those who
had once
Befriended him
And if success
did this
To him
Then she can't
be half
The whore they
make her out
To be
For a man who
lived alone
For most of his
life
He did
remarkably well
And if he
conned the small
Press editors
and publishers
It was only
because
He had the
stamps to do it
And selling
your soul
To the post
office
All those years
Was no easy
trip
Believe me I
know
I've been there
And the
readings never
Came easy for
him
Puking his guts
out
Behind stage
On in some bar
bathroom
Or on that one
occasion
In San
Francisco
On the side of
Ferlinghetti's van
But fate was kind to him
It gave him
Linda Lee and
A new lease on
life and
A home in San
Pedro and
How many years
She tacked on
to his life
We'll never
know
He would be the
first to admit
He was an
asshole and
He was
And so are you
and I
Sometimes more
and
Sometimes less
Depending on
the circumstances
He wouldn’t
deny
He was a
hustler and
A con man and
He was both
But he did it
with style
Which is more
Than you can
say
For most of us
What he
wouldn't tell
All those young
kids
Was what they
wanted
To hear most
That yes they
were
Poets
That yes their
work
Was dynamite
That they too
could
Make it
If they flooded
the small magazines
With their work
For the next 10
or 20 years
And the fates
were kind to them
Failing that
There is always
suicide
Or getting a
job
At the post
office
Amen
Rest in peace.
----------------------- previously published in: The Holy Grail:
Charles Bukowski and the Second Coming Revolution
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