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A.D. Winans
POEM FOR ALL THE KIDS WHO COULDN'T GET ENOUGH OF BUKOWSKI


These kids could never

Get enough of him

Not in books or magazines

Or on rare occasions in person

They wrote poems for

And about him

They bemoaned the fact that

He hadn't been accepted

By the Academics

As if this were somehow a liability

They flailed away

At the establishment

Supposedly on his behalf

But I suspect that

Getting their names in print

Had more than a little

To do with it.


A few chastised him for

Not using semicolons

But were quick to forgive him

Because he was a genius

And a genius can do

Whatever he wants to do


To his credit

When fame discovered him

He quit writing hate poems

To those who had once

Befriended him

And if success did this

To him

Then she can't be half

The whore they make her out

To be


For a man who lived alone

For most of his life

He did remarkably well

And if he conned the small

Press editors and publishers

It was only because

He had the stamps to do it

And selling your soul

To the post office

All those years

Was no easy trip

Believe me I know

I've been there


And the readings never

Came easy for him

Puking his guts out

Behind stage

On in some bar bathroom

Or on that one occasion

In San Francisco

On the side of Ferlinghetti's van

But fate was kind to him

It gave him Linda Lee and

A new lease on life and

A home in San Pedro and

How many years

She tacked on to his life

We'll never know


He would be the first to admit

He was an asshole and

He was

And so are you and I

Sometimes more and

Sometimes less

Depending on the circumstances


He wouldn’t deny

He was a hustler and

A con man and

He was both

But he did it with style

Which is more

Than you can say

For most of us


What he wouldn't tell

All those young kids

Was what they wanted

To hear most

That yes they were

Poets

That yes their work

Was dynamite

That they too could

Make it

If they flooded the small magazines

With their work

For the next 10 or 20 years

And the fates were kind to them

Failing that

There is always suicide

Or getting a job

At the post office

Amen

Rest in peace.

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previously published in: The Holy Grail: Charles Bukowski and the Second Coming Revolution

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