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Dr. Kane X. Faucher Knucklewalking: Romania



A curtain of light flutters shimmers,
Snagged in the drab grey plumage of a pigeon on the square,
An intercalation of luminescence
Animates the grey, the pigeon lustrates opaline.
I watch as it hobbles along on its gnarled knuckle.
The knuckle taps and cracks along Austrian cobblestone.
Still it ambulates
As above and behind the baroque villas
Rise betonnage, the staunchly robust but empty concrete husks
Of a now-defunct regime ruled by secrecy and
Static geometry.
That which has afflicted this pigeon
Happened even before the first brother informed on the other
Before the Ribbentrop pact
Before even Decebal chose his captor below than on land.
History breaks the hands who make it.
The narrative instrument has its revenge,
A juggernaut wheel that wobbles and drives its snow chained tread
Into bruised earth.
And in this history, in all history,
A floor is just a bridge between two walls.
A whole people hobbles
On a dry broken knuckle toward an uncertain future.
So long one one’s hands, one’s knees, one’s own face, one forgets
Even the possibility of flight unless it is the flight of those
Who yearn to make their nests beyond the chasmic sea.
And so, on this chapped broken knuckle,
This blind man’s cane that taps a lamentable rhythm,
Traveling in a crooked circle as if to trace
The contours of a faded memory and an already broken future.
The women lose their leaves
The men do not come
And the children are sold to a plastic smile
And servitude at the altar of paranoia is paramount, eternal.
The sense of home is jettisoned by a recurring illness of spirit,
The syph of corrupt minds, the progressive paralysis of indolence,
The influenza that feverishly abolishes hope.
The pigeon continues to walk the length this broken knuckle chooses.
And so the sun flares for nothing
And so the spirit burns for nothing
And so the knuckle splinters itself against the demand for motion.
And we went there
So as not to be here.
Both aimless and empty, rimed with the frosted cilia of resignation and
Consigned hopes.

And now, at an all-night bar,
We huddle around amber lanterns
Whose unfiltered oil makes us both quicker and slower,
As we raise them and drain them pale
To remember and to forget
That we all hobble along this collective broken knuckle.
For scraps, for crusts, barked into fright.

Down the hill, into the night,
The moon draws the curtain
And we tighten
In rigor vita
To sleep, never perchance to dream again,
For even these are worn smooth and dull
As drab and grey
As the plumage of the flag
Of the pigeon
As the barb of history buried under old flesh.
Struggling in reticence, our hand compromised,
We hobble toward that goal at the end of the square,
Forming a crooked hypotenuse with our trajectory.

Romania, mon amour:
A crack of insomnia
A crack from hyperperception
A crack from a glance
A crack in the looking glass
A crack formed from neglect
A crack at the dawn
A crack among the cracks
A crack with a rivulet of beer
A crack for a time
A crack running the length of cobbled stone
A crack dividing into her face where the nose would trace the mouth’s corner.
A crack in the hairdo of Eminescu
A crack that temporally divides non stop from itself.


 




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