Gene Fowler
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PSYCHEDELOS
( ...in the mirror... )
i
silver
backing flakes from the mirror, falls
bright snow
from the direction of the Pleiades
each
platinum faceted pellet
coming
down fast as
light
i catch them
with the grace and shout of a riveter
in a molecule thick
membrane of hand
a
hand filling the evening sky
at my equator
-
ii
outside my
room a darkness
the trick
there is always
a trick
is in keeping an
equalized pressure
change
it just a bit
the skin of
the room waves like flags
joined
along their edges
shape a floor
to the texture of a lovely girl
lie on her
if you can-can
if you can-can
iii
Moon-woman
laughs
a harmonium at play
her breasts are
cones ice cream spilling over
sticky
threads lacing stars
together
O, Moon-woman
turn from the window
only a darkness
lies beyond my room
there is nothing to await
and i am the great riveter
how
much, in gold coin, so i may carry your child
her nipples
were gold coins
swollen to suns in her quick
pregnancy
from across the raging room
was our only way to love
i
threw out my love and when i missed, great furrows
were cleaved in her
flesh
but when those silver pellets struck
she
would throb and swell
and 300 things would come to be in my
room
iv
Sun-man,
armed with the compleat angle -er
explores in my room
the
room is rectangular by
measure a block of
oleomargarine
sliced into
thin sheets it is a Holy
Book
the light-globe
people are writing in
it
their dazzling heads
melting the pages
together
bright
hieroglyphs lost in chunks of
hardened Greece
Sun-man
rocks on fat buttocks popping
globes with silver rocks
i collect fragments trying to
read over exploding shoulders
v
the crone read
my palm, scraping away calluses
saving them
in
a stone jar
your life-line is hollow-stump
peculiar dark-kitten irregular
however i rede wherever i
pick it up it leads to the four corners of the room
you
must, my dear pulling my hips from me, jarring them with the
calluses
you
musk, my dear
flared
nostrils bat-flying
thru the strands of room
feel
a map
lest
you forget this room
when
the magic physic
is
done
and
you shrink to solid-state
uncallused fingers sorebright
from cracked safes
weave life-lines thru points of
light
with a quick stitch and a soaking up of
colors
vi
Sun-man is lecturing upon litters
and scions
advancing
into awlcomy
the equator is one who
equates
the equated an equature
in the beginning
was....
teacher, tell us
of the equinox tell us again
of the lovely equinox
equinox is the coroner stone
the frowndation
of awl dumbocracy
a contraction of 'equal
knocks'
- for awl awl is an only bard of
murdern kratosism
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WARNING
all mining must be
confined to the interior
the
skin of the room
may
be pushed back, arranged variously
but must not be torn
or darkness will spill in
reductive mining is
recommended
the miners are brawny fellows cyclopian
corneal
lamp peering deep in
to dig what
is kneaded without cutting threads of the map
there
are many bits of pellet-element
all held apart by
chunks of rock
the task of the miner, to
ask
the bits to move inward from the rock shell
and form an arrangement one might
enter
the miners expose their veins
i wear the bright
colors
viii
mirror,
mirror
on
the wall
who
is
billowing clouds of cotton
candy
must be packed into tiny ore-cars for
delivery
the skin of the room hides
behind thickness, a sickness
builds in my hope
Sun-man is
gone, out the window
Moon-woman is dead
the old crone in her lace of
answers
retreats to a corner
of the
ceiling
silver comets fly to the mirror
and strangers entering the room
are opaque
Published in
FIRES: Selected Poems 1963-1976, Thorp Springs Press (then, Berkeley,
CA)
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