| Gillian Prew |  |
making of a middle-aged woman
caged glossing of fractured hair in plates of heat each
oozing a scintilla of desperation
morning after mo(u)rning
& eyes drawn black lashed back one on the grave one in the womb
but the irises still deep blue some
times green
as despondent foliage
sometimes her skin withstands the need her hands are brave with scars & soft nails
the bogus red of lip slips into
the shape of
question
when?
or why?
this glass reflects not just her face but the shape of her answers she sees them `
they come from behind (vibrant)
tell her that time is but a place to grow
& sometimes a love story
her neck declines honestly there
part of the
story is written
| | only kisses matter
the brutal drowning of lull is (d)elusively buoyed
by authored amulets starving chalices of hope gilded as the cheeks of children the flesh of blush & wonder
the honesty of pauper wishes
racked, cracked &
traceable to the very colour of eye the flimsy lip the open hand
the desperate shape of quashed resurrection
…………steadily
memory hooks clamps with spindly fingers tougher than metal tool, binds senses to the past
& the present project becomes one of re-forgetting
grasp
the wave now share its pattern
open-mouthed
salty blood on testing tongue says “love me”, coats cloudy teeth in human ache
veering
away from a redundant charm
in “love me”, the wounds become the wounded & only kisses matter
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