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Gillian Prew making of a middle-aged woman



caged glossing of
                       fractured hair
in plates of heat             each
                                                oozing
a scintilla of desperation

morning
             after
                       mo(u)rning

                             & eyes drawn black
lashed back
        one on the grave
        one in the womb

but the irises still deep      blue    some
                                                          times           green as despondent foliage

sometimes her skin withstands the need
her hands are brave with scars & soft nails

the bogus red of lip    slips
into the shape of question                              when?

or      why?

this glass reflects not just her face
but the shape of her answers            she sees them
`                       
                                        they come from
behind
              (vibrant)

tell her that time
is but a place to       grow

& sometimes             a love story

her neck declines honestly      there
                                                        part of the story is written









only kisses matter


           
 
                         the brutal drowning of lull
is (d)elusively buoyed

by authored amulets
starving chalices of hope    gilded
as the cheeks of children
            the flesh of blush & wonder
                       the honesty of pauper wishes
           
                                 racked, cracked & traceable
to the very colour of eye
           the flimsy lip
           the open hand

the desperate shape of quashed resurrection

…………steadily
                             memory hooks
                clamps
with spindly fingers tougher
than metal tool, binds senses
to the past

& the present project becomes
one of re-forgetting

                                grasp

the wave now
share its pattern

                                open-mouthed

salty blood on testing tongue
says “love me”, coats cloudy teeth
in human ache

                        veering                 away
from
a redundant charm

in “love me”, the wounds become
the wounded
& only kisses matter


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