andrea deangelis
|  | 1. Self-Portrait
I lost my face in a small cup of tea
poised on the iron arms of my balcony
I do not know who I was supposed to be.
My face is contrived of broken type
the smashed letters of all the wishes I wanted
but haven’t yet gotten.
Nothing is mine alone
except my undiminished returns of self-hate
the long brewed afternoon
bleeds me and elegantly I dissipate.
2. Gadjo
Blow your mind on apple pie assumptions
the skyey eye
bright back garden
old world women
with their small purple-white
flowering heads
emphasize the hunted gypsy
who was taught to wander
when never welcomed
a home.
3. trip-wired jaw
danger keep away
from high voltage personalities
tripping the trap
for the guilty are always guilty
for what you didn’t do
seek remorse within
hide inside our cupboards of negative space
squeeze underneath the floorboards
swell to the comparted heart provided
divide your life into lies and half-truths
for honesty bruises
since you always like to hurt us
we can only do hurt to you
genetic make-up is static electricity
swallowing time
like the missing pieces
of a jigsaw puzzled over
never completed.
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