bruce zachary lundgren
|  | 1. Brevity is fundamental to beauty
There’s no beauty in
'I’ll see you tomorrow'
or grace
in standing still
given those star cross'd lovers
two more years
and she’d have never been the sun
now tangled up
caught in the eye of this beholder
is one sleepless night
on the last day of summer
found in one
last look
one last look took twice
as long as the first
with goodbye's like flowers
in your hair and eyes
2. writing on her arms
the sun rises
when I pick up a black pen
and write I hope I hope I hope
on her off-rhythm arms
addicted to songs
slower than heartbeats
skin holds memory that the vodka would erase
and seeing her is the saddest movie
two people walk in, say come with me
she's trapped until they fall asleep
because her eyes don't work
that way
and she locks herself
in the bathroom
my fingers shake
as I hope I hope I hope
on her arms
I hope on her arms
she tells me to look up
and remember razor painted stars
dripping a tiny smile
across red lips
and almost we're not lost
in the dust and clouds
for a half
split second
3. Bleached hair
funny,
we all learned the secret
fixed the problem with a color
much brighter than gold
could never hold us back
laugh,
it's all a joke
fit tighter to burnt skin
and oversized eyes
we break and lose every summer
smile,
there’s others like us
in castles on the hill
so let’s bleach our hair
skin
thoughts
and unique colors away
no one will miss them
anyway
4. words to sleep with
summer nights do last forever
summer nights do
not
with lying sleeping smiling
best two out of three
without you
and winter brings
a drywall fist fight in slow
song timing and a slow dance patience
fight the distance
with a losing punch
across miles and miles and miles
let’s kill pillows
and slaughter sheets
so lonely,
so without warm sensitive skin
wishing
we’d fall again
wishing
we’d run into one another
walking again
let’s just
fall again
5. Stone Bridge Girl
remember
it was only a kiss
it was only a kiss
until she broke the skin
and grew, spread out over
blankets and beds
sleeping, dreaming for maybe
dreaming of collars up
cards down
dreaming of a delicate balance
a cold, heavy weight
at the bottom of her
she let me on
but wouldn’t let me cross
she let me on
and hung me on a cross
to see, to dance around,
to sing the best deceptions the best
except,
good thing she kept
saying yes
yes, yes, yes and
no way in hell she’s ever cried
because the only drops on granite
show up when it rains
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