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bruce zachary lundgren

1. Brevity is fundamental to beauty



There’s no beauty in
'I’ll see you tomorrow'
or grace
in standing still

given those star cross'd lovers
two more years
and she’d have never been the sun

now tangled up
caught in the eye of this beholder
is one sleepless night
on the last day of summer
found in one
last look

one last look took twice
as long as the first

with goodbye's like flowers
in your hair and eyes


2. writing on her arms



the sun rises
when I pick up a black pen
and write I hope I hope I hope
on her off-rhythm arms

addicted to songs
slower than heartbeats
skin holds memory that the vodka would erase

and seeing her is the saddest movie

two people walk in, say come with me
she's trapped until they fall asleep
because her eyes don't work
that way

and she locks herself
in the bathroom

my fingers shake
as I hope I hope I hope
on her arms

I hope on her arms

she tells me to look up
and remember razor painted stars
dripping a tiny smile
across red lips

and almost we're not lost
in the dust and clouds
for a half
split second



3. Bleached hair



funny,
we all learned the secret
fixed the problem with a color
much brighter than gold
could never hold us back

laugh,
it's all a joke
fit tighter to burnt skin
and oversized eyes
we break and lose every summer

smile,
there’s others like us
in castles on the hill
so let’s bleach our hair
skin
thoughts
and unique colors away

no one will miss them
anyway


4. words to sleep with



summer nights do last forever

summer nights do
not

with lying sleeping smiling
best two out of three
without you

and winter brings
a drywall fist fight in slow
song timing and a slow dance patience

fight the distance
with a losing punch
across miles and miles and miles

let’s kill pillows
and slaughter sheets
so lonely,
so without warm sensitive skin

wishing
we’d fall again

wishing
we’d run into one another
walking again

let’s just
  fall again


5. Stone Bridge Girl



remember
it was only a kiss
  it was only a kiss

until she broke the skin
and grew, spread out over
blankets and beds

sleeping, dreaming for maybe
dreaming of collars up
  cards down
dreaming of a delicate balance
a cold, heavy weight
at the bottom of her

she let me on
but wouldn’t let me cross
she let me on
and hung me on a cross
to see, to dance around,
to sing the best deceptions the best
except,

good thing she kept
saying yes
yes, yes, yes and
no way in hell she’s ever cried
because the only drops on granite
show up when it rains






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