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1. Contemplating Elevators


 
Goodbye to the van, goodbye
to fists in the face of the world,
goodbye to the impetuousness
of trying. I haven’t forgotten
stairs; you never forget the tiny
ache of growing pains; your
bones simply creak when you try
to stand or sit. Goodbye to noise.
Goodbye to hard. It’s all easy,
now, soft, now. There are elevat
ors. There are sounds of disdain
pointed at anything that stands
out. Goodbye to curses. Good
bye to river valleys. There are still
mountains, but at the top they look
flat.






2. Blues for David Rappaport


 
Your bio mentions an incident on the set of "The Bride", when,
playing the role of "Rinaldo the Midget" you were tied, left hoisted
 
in the air while a circus tent burned around you and no one heard
your screams. I remember seeing "Time Bandits"
 
as a child, and again as an adult, and wondering 
why this wise-eyed man was relegated to children's movies,
 
a Mantan Moreland cast as comic relief and outshining the lead, dancing
to "Me and My Shadow" for Napoleon, roly-poly, playing
 
the child, aged but not grown. You seemed more at ease sipping
champagne on the Titanic, cigar in hand, saying this is the life, boys,
 
enjoy it while you can, and not spilling a drop
even as the ship shifted and began to sink.





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