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1. MY TRIAL




I’m preparing for the trial of the rest of my life.
I’m accused of wasting my time & talents,
colluding with evil, rolling with injustice’s punches,
rationalizing, adapting, drifting along by reflex action.

I know of no defense attorney who can help me.
The laws are as different from justice
as red is from green, or dissonance from harmony.
No judge nor jury can be expected to sympathize,
nor to understand the facts, precedents, or context.

Whether I convince anyone of anything or not,
whether the laws or even the State’s name changes,
the trial for which I’m always diligently preparing
has already begun—& will continue as long as I live.





2. I LIVE IN AN OLD HOUSE




I live in an old house,
not as well made as it might have been,
but I’m grateful for the shelter.
Before I have to surrender it
for lack of breath or ability to pay taxes,
& before it falls in on me,
I work at shoring it up,
improve what I can—
shell & foundation, plumbing & wiring—
& struggle within to create something valuable
that will outlast me
& this so-called civilization crumbling all around.





3. MECHANISMS




Valves, siphons, pistons & cylinders;
 gear-trains & trip hammers;
 cams & cam-shafts—
 mechanisms of a thousand useful machines—
 creations of the creation, humanity.

No one knows the inventors’ names,
 &, anyway, compared to what has become of them
 with refinement after refinement,
 what they made was crude—yet exquisite
 as dandelion, salmon, or Saturn’s rings.

Beyond reverence, I’d learn to manipulate them
 for my own benefit & everyone’s, except
 those who take advantage of others’
 weakness, ignorance, & desperation
 to expropriate & dominate.





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