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1. MOTHERS


 
All over the car park
In front of the flats
A pitbull terrier
Spits foam, disembowels
An old yellow sofa.
 
His owner’s a man, standing by,
Chatting.
 
People have chucked mattresses, orange peel,
Bits of bike and a burnt-out Fiesta,
Over the wall,
To where the foxes lick their cubs.
 
The council has put repairs on hold
Pending the Regeneration.
But still, (and of course,
I wouldn’t say this to anyone other than you),
Didn’t their mothers teach them anything?




2. SHARP



This kitchen is the best so far.

Twenty by twenty-two, with three
Ovens and two fridges.
It looks out onto roses, a rockery
And the dark pink Malvern Hills.
 
Mum’s trimming greenish fat
Off a cooked ham, another on the boil,
At her island unit (Ideal Home Exhibition 1995).
The scissors twist, turn, snap.
Her mouth is probably watering.
 
He’s suddenly there: “Where d’you want these, Dear?
Quick!”  He’s got a frozen trout, sword-nose down,
On each forearm.
Silver-tight, fat, venous, eczema.
“They’re sticking!”
 
Grey roots in her crown
She snips twice
Then looks up
“Get a bowl, can’t you?”
The pressure cooker hisses
He limps to the sink
As if to lay down firewood
Then shakes down the glinting fish
And comfort his arms with water.
 
“You’re splashing all over the place.”  She snips on.
“These scissors are nowhere near sharp enough.”
 
Outside, the roses get ready
For another winter.
The rockery lichen spreads one micromillimetre.
Clouds drift, the colour of bruise.
 
The cat has done well:
Roast chicken in jelly, steamed cod,
Cushion on top of the boiler,
Cream, kisses, conversation.
 
I’m away from this
Among my own systems.
 
No cats, no husband, no meat or fish,
No roses, no rockery, no hills.





3. RAW


 
Ascending the church steps I look up
High on the terrace, the mother and son are stripping
An obelisk of blood raw goat






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