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1. she is an empty house



she is an empty house
but the windows are unbroken,

and children do not dare
look in them

since sometimes a ghost rises
screaming in the night,

dead sexuality in moth-eaten
sheets, a void replete

with cadaverous dreams.
and all her tomorrows

lie slaughtered there.
she is an empty house,

with big Louise standing
leaning on her banister

uncaring, on her rusty
fire escape at night,

waiting for children's feet
to tremble there, silences to share.

she is a sententious sentence
burdened by missing dead words

and all the lifeless lexis
that every death ever left inside us,

but living words might lay her
ghost there -

but till then she is nowhere,
an emptiness the wise child fears


2. from outside



it touches from outside
voices in the night
or bad decisions

made by the other "i"
inside. he who hangs his sexless
flesh on a pin

so we live in him
still, inside this self
like nightmares;

this man
who should not
be here,

gnawing these relatively
temporary bones
we share





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