william taylor jr
|  | 1. Your Eyes Like The Sun
I have no god, but
a decent bloody mary
on an otherwise
empty afternoon
does what it can
to ease the troubled soul.
I imagine others too
must weary of trying
to hold the world together
on a day
when you can't get
too numb
too fast,
on a day
when all the murders
and suicides
make perfect sense,
when the surface of things
peels away in flakes
and the void shines through;
burning your eyes
like the sun,
like the flashlight
of a motherfucking cop
well aware
you are guilty
of more things than
he will ever know.
2. Even in Our Dreams
The world suffers on
as I wallow in the guilt and shame
of having nothing in particular
to do.
Even the sun
has nothing much to say
in its defense,
and all we try and cling to
turns to dust and ash
before its time.
The street corners
and the bars
are filled with our kind;
drunk on pale beer
and useless technology,
gazing listlessly into the void.
And what finally breaks us
is the pure diamond
of loneliness that waits
at the core of all things.
It finds us even in our dreams,
as we fitfully grasp for some
half-remembered grace,
abandoned or lost
somewhere
long ago
if it ever
existed at all.
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