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| raphael f. j. alvarado |  | 1. heather went by Jerrys Deli thought of her just one time then she was gone we talked common ground she knew Lenny Bruce's daughter she like his work I liked her 91 i was washing dishes at the burbank airport my Friend Garth & I would drink till I had to go to work When I met Heather she was kind of Garths girl Garth is like a brother to me still she kissed me while he was sleeping upstairs I think in part cause i was drunk enough to jump in the ocean at 5 in the morning she followed me thats when i notice her more I was after her friend I ate Jerrys almost every night with Garth getting to know her friend Garth was trying to know Heather What draws people together I remember her kiss I remember her body it hurt to remember she shook me all night long played that night that song burns now like an acid flashback vivid i am all the women i have loved some women tell me i cant move forward carring memory i cant let go of things that touched me I loved my prufrock brother not enough this wouldnt be the first women i took from him sometimes I think the way my memory burn is payment for not being loyal to my friend my heart doesnt argue it just moves heather was a movement I had to make she told me if we had sex she be gone I didnt believe her long talks long kises made me believe she wouldnt go i wish I knew why she could just leave me blonde hair white legs the warmth i felt only once why did she leave its funny Garth still feels bad for me when we talk of Heather | |
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