william s. gainer
|  | 1. What Shadows Do
She said, "My shadow
is the absence of me,
a hole in time
where I am not.
Be careful
where you step,
you could fall in,
deep -
forever..."
It could happen,
it did happen -
forever...
That's what shadows
do,
steal hearts
of the unsuspecting -
keeps them
forever...
2. The Stonecutter's Balls
I want the comment
on my headstone
to simple read:
"Beat Ya"
Actually,
I want it to read:
"Beat Ya - now fuck off"
But I'm not sure
the stonecutter
has the balls
to go down
in immortality
with me
like that...
so, maybe
we should just put
fuck off...
3. It Hurts
The problem is
the language
it doesn't always work -
like
the not loving her...
You see,
see what I mean,
because I do,
I do love her
and when she's not here
I can't,
so I don't
and it hurts
and the language
doesn't help.
I do,
I do love her...
Tell her for me
please...
4. Before Redemption
Amnesty International
sent me
an ink pen.
I sent them
twenty dollars.
Somehow
I feel
forgiven...
5. The Future of History
Everyone went back
to living,
like it was the only
thing to do,
left the memories
to the past,
forgot about what
happened...
as if
it never did...
and yesterday's
moments
tremble...
knowing they are
the future
of our history...
wishing
they weren't...
6. Needing To
Sometimes
you just need
to believe
the lie -
even when she says,
I'm sorry...
7. Breakfast with David
(for David Meltzer)
The waiter asked
if he could take his plate.
With the voice
of a Zen master,
David replied,
I was leaving it for the flies,
they looks so hungry,
besides,
there's so many...
8. Love's Persistent Argument
Always comes down to -
Who's going to sleep
on the wet spot?
9. Hello, Goodbye...
I much prefer hello,
how you been,
I've missed you.
Goodbye -
I'm always the last
to turn away -
maybe
you haven't
noticed...
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